- Long time no see/The Return of Hansi
- Stefan Kuntz Pictures – Spanien v Deutschland (U21 EM 2019)
- Joachim Löw at Spanien u21 v Deutschland (U21 EM 2019) & Pre-match Interview
- Stefan Kuntz Pictures – Deutschland v Rumänien (U21 EM 2019)
- Stefan Kuntz Pictures – Österreich v Deutschland (U21 EM 2019)
- Stefan Kuntz Pictures – Deutschland v Serbien (U21 EM 2019)
- Stefan Kuntz Pictures – Deutschland v Dänemark (U21 EM 2019)
- Deutschland v Estland (2019) 2nd half & Post-match show: The Sorg Highlights
- Deutschland v Estland (2019) Pre-match show & 1st half: The Sorg Highlights
- Abschlusstraining vor dem Estland Spiel 10/06/19
Category Archives: SC Freiburg
I love watching draws no matter what competition they’re for but there were three very important reasons why today’s draw for the second round of the DFB Pokal would be extra fun. Firstly Freiburg are still in the competition, secondly the team I want them to avoid in the second round (Sandhausen) are out and thirdly Stefan Kuntz did the draw today. The latter gave me the excuse to take some nice screenshots and to add them into this post.
As far as who I wanted Freiburg to get there wasn’t any team in particular, it was more a question of who I wanted them to avoid. The aforementioned Sandhausen are no longer a concern after having being knocked out in the first round by Schweinfurt. Sandhausen knocked Freiburg out in the second round last season, hence my happiness at them losing in the previous round. In a twist of fate Freiburg have been drawn with Dynamo Dresden who funnily enough lost 4-0 to Sandhausen on Saturday. I wouldn’t count on Dresden being an easy team to beat but given the other options I’m relieved.
There were four teams left in the pot, Freiburg, Bayern, Dynamo Dresden and RBL. I prayed for it be Dresden and was duly rewarded, maybe Stefan proved to be good luck. Either way I don’t care, Dresden it is. And thank god because today has been cruel enough without getting drawn with Bayern or RBL in the cup. Today saw Tim Kleindienst score his first ever Bundesliga goal, what might have been the winner against Eintracht Frankfurt. At least it was his goal until the new video review system took it away. The first and only 0-0 draw of match-day one and it had to be Freiburg. Next week won’t be a 0-0 draw, you can guarantee that, playing Leipzig is a guarantee that won’t be the case. It’s not a game I’m looking forward to if I’m completely honest but then I’m trying not to think about it. I should think about Stefan instead and how funny and adorable he was today. He’s especially adorable when his old team Kaiserslautern get drawn and he can’t bear to look at who their opposition are, the presenter teases him by saying they might get Bayern. Luckily they avoided that fate, getting drawn with VfB Stuttgart instead which if nothing else will be interesting. By rights Stuttgart shouldn’t be in the second round, Zieler has never saved a penalty, why did now have to the time he finally does it. I so badly wanted Energie Cottbus to beat them and they came close, but it just didn’t work out. It would have been so perfect too, twenty years after they played each other in the final, almost too perfect it seems.
There’s quite a few games in the list I want to see, chief among them Paderborn v Bochum, Wiesbaden v Schalke, Leverkusen v Union Berlin and of course Bremen v Hoffenheim. As for Matze he and Gladbach will be meeting Fortuna Düsseldorf. On paper Gladbach are the obvious favourites but they only just got through the previous round with a narrow 2-1 victory over fourth tier Rot-Weiss Essen. Fortuna have gotten off to a good start this season so I wouldn’t be so quick to make any predictions. It’s ironic given who they knocked out, what fun that would have been, a little bit of history repeating itself. Fortuna knocked out Arminia Bielefeld who in the 2014/15 season actually knocked Gladbach out themselves and went all the way to the semi-finals where they were beaten 4-0 by VfL Wolfsburg. Their goalkeeper at the time was none other than Alexander Schwolow, who was on loan from Freiburg.
As exciting as the prospect of der Klassiker is it’s not the most important game in the calendar this season, not for me anyway. The big one I was looking out for is SC Freiburg v VfB Stuttgart and the reverse of that fixture. When it comes to Stuttgart Freiburg have some unfinished business, namely that 4-1 defeat they suffered at home back in the 2014/15 season. Away they did a little better, drawing 2-2 thanks to Nils Petersen. Jogi was at that game, hopefully he’ll be there this season too, as a sort of good luck charm. I only have to wait until MD10 to see how that game plays out this time around and I won’t have to wait much longer for the other big fixture, the week after Dortmund play Bayern.
MD1 is home to Eintracht Frankfurt, given the results last season that’s not a bad game to start out with. I can’t help but feel a little superstitious about it though, that was the first game in 2014/15, the season they got relegated. It’s certainly a difficult set of opening games, in order; Frankfurt, RBL, Dortmund and then Leverkusen. Still it could be worse, Leverkusen have been handed the unenviable task of facing Bayern on MD1 for the opening Friday night game, just in case new coach Heiko Herlich didn’t already have a big enough task on his hands. Also facing a difficult task is Schalke’s new coach Domenico Tedesco with Schalke playing RBL. Meanwhile newly promoted Stuttgart play Hertha in Berlin (I’m hoping for a Jogi video from that one) and Hannover face Mainz. Another game of huge interest is the Rheinland derby, Gladbach beginning their season against Cologne, now that should be an interesting encounter. Despite (and not because of it) Vincenzo Grifo being a Gladbach player now I’ll be rooting for Cologne, I could never root against Jonas Hector unless I really had to.
As for the end of the season Freiburg get to wrap things up at home this time around, playing host to Augsburg. Something which they haven’t got to do the last three years running, 2014/15 they ended the season in Hannover (the less said about that the better) 2015/16 in the 2. Bundesliga they ended the season as champions but lost 2-1 to Union in Berlin, and 2016/17 in Munich. So that’s a first for me and it’s a game which is hugely preferable to ending the season in Munich. Instead VfB Stuttgart have the unenviable honours of that. MD34 also offers a most mouth-watering prospect indeed, Hoffenheim v Dortmund. Though it’s hard for me to admit I care about that after Dortmund sacked Thomas Tuchel. If only Matze Ginter were to leave Dortmund then I can stop caring about them at all.
A few weeks ago I decided to watch the Landespokal for no other reason than I couldn’t find anything better to do, I didn’t know Nils Petersen was going to be at Halberstadt’s game in advance. Nor did I know his father was the coach. Halberstadt did indeed qualify for the first round of the DFB Pokal and at the time I commented how great it would be if Freiburg were to be drawn with them. I didn’t think it would actually happen but it has, not only that but Halberstadt were the third team out of the pot. Even better is the fact newly promoted VfB Stuttgart have been drawn with Energie Cottbus, their opponents from the 1996/97 final which Stuttgart won. The importance of that final being of course Stuttgart’s coach at the time, it being none other than Joachim Löw. Twenty years later and they face each other again. The other game of big interest is SF Dorfmerkingen v RB Leipzig. Two years in a row I’ve watched them get knocked out of the tournament, in the second and first round. It would have been out in the first round twice were it not for the idiot who caused the Osnabruck game to be awarded to Leipzig. Not that it mattered since they got what was coming to them in the second round when they lost 3-0 to Unterhaching.
I just hope getting my wish doesn’t come back to bite me. Seeing Nils at that game was a stroke of luck, let’s hope it doesn’t become a curse. And not only because he’s playing against his father’s team either. Last season he couldn’t play in the first round, he was in Brazil with the Olympic team. In 2015/16 in the first round they played a team from Hamburg and Nils scored not just a hat-trick but four goals. Maybe he can repeat that feat against Halberstadt:
I’ve been waiting to post something until I was sure I had a subject to write about which wasn’t related to real life in any way. I still don’t have that but today I realised I don’t need to keep waiting. It’s possible to write about real life without it getting too depressing. At least today it is. I’m in sort of a good mood and I’m making the most of it. Freiburg won, I got a Jogi video from the game and with ten packets of stickers left to open I’ve completed 87% of this season’s album. Those things may seem pretty trivial but they are very important to me and I’m no longer worrying if I should be thinking of bigger things or if my interests make me a child. I don’t care anymore.
What I should or shouldn’t like is of no importance to me anymore. I’m not so worried about what other people think of me in that way. Sometimes the right pieces come together at the right time to make you see something and that happened to me this week. The research I’ve been doing for my presentation and the psych appointment being the two pieces in question. One of the things I discovered whilst looking things up was the word autism was first used in 1912 and it used to describe a group of patients who seemed to be isolated and uninterested in the world around them. That was long before autism became a proper diagnosis or even a recognised condition but it wasn’t that far off an accurate description. And I know some people won’t like it but it makes sense to me. I understand why some people will be offended by that because it conjures up the image of the stereotype of autistic people who are living within their own little world and who are unable or uninterested in being a part of the world around them. Thing is I do live in my own little world and I’m not keeping that a secret anymore. I’m not making myself spend time with other people just because I think I’ve had too much alone time. I know what makes me happy and what doesn’t. It really should be that simple but I over complicate it. I have to try and stop doing that.
Like I said it makes sense to me and it was reading all of that combined with what the person I saw said which made me realise something. I wish they’d been blunter, at first they went through the usual but there’s no such thing as normal anyway. Then we got to the real point. I don’t seem normal because I’m not. Any effort I put into trying is a waste of time. It’s an unobtainable dream. And that led to another question, do I even want to be normal?
The past few months I certainly thought I did, now I’m not so certain. One thing I did decide is that I was a lot happier before I started worrying about what other people think I should be doing. I’ve been so worried that I won’t or can’t meet their expectations. And I’ve been worried about what’ll happen when they realise that themselves. Yet I was worrying about completely the wrong thing. What I’m really afraid of is them finding out I have no intention of even trying. Because I really don’t want to be normal or to do any of the things everybody thinks I should want. That’s the secret I’m worried will be exposed. Not only that I can’t pretend to be normal but I don’t actually want to.
I know I said this wasn’t going to be depressing, I didn’t lie, this is far less depressing than the last thing I posted. I’m not debating whether or not I have the right to be alive for one thing. Today I haven’t felt like I’m a waste of space who doesn’t even deserve to consume oxygen. I might feel that way tomorrow or even later tonight if I can’t sleep again. But at least I had this one afternoon free of any such worries. To get back to the point there’s a phrase I came across which I feel fits perfectly, it’s how the Navajo Indians refer to people with autism and such disabilities. They call them perpetual children which I think is a really neat way of putting it. I can’t explain why exactly, I just really like it.
Nothing has changed between now and the last post I wrote, nothing has been fixed or anything like that. There’s still plenty to be put right and I’m no closer to a solution for the main problem than before. The reason I’m not stressing out over it is because I’ve let myself withdraw into my own little world without worrying if I should or not. There’s that word again, should. They’re right, it can be an insidious and unhelpful word. I have to do what I need and right now that’s run as far as possible from reality.
On the subject of reality there is one thing I have to mention, Freiburg’s win against Schalke today means they’re in fifth place in the table. If they finish in fifth place they’ll be playing Europa League football. I don’t want to think about next season because it feels like tempting fate, both in regards to them and myself. As good a mood as I’m in it still makes me uneasy to think that far ahead, to assume I’ll still be alive then I suppose. In regards to Freiburg it’s not missing out on Europe Im worried about, what’s scaring me is the possiblity they will qualify. I’m not sure they’re ready for such a big step. Last time it pretty much broke them and whilst I’d love them whatever happens – whatever division they play in, I’d rather not have to go through the heartbreak of relegation again and what comes with that.
Relegation is one thing, you can always get promoted again after all. But the players, that’s not so simple. I got over the others leaving last time that’s true. This is different though, I’ve watched them become a team together, it would be all the more painful because of that. I guess this specfic worry ties in with what I’ve been writing about. Because by rights there’s no way Freiburg should be in contention for European football. They’ve conceded 55 goals so far this season. To find a team who’s conceded more in fact you’d have to go right to the bottom of the league, HSV have let in 59 and Darmstadt 59. To put things in perspective they were relegated in 2014/15 having scored 36 and conceded 47. They’re going to finish in the top half of the table with a worse goal difference then when they were relegated, having scored only four more goals. I think it’s the contradiction and oddly enough their unpredictable nature which I love so much. Sometimes they just don’t make any sense. I guess they’re a good fit for me in that sense. I mean last week they lost to Darmstadt who are in 18th and got relegated this weekend, and not only did they lose but they did by three goals. And this weekend they’re in a European place. From one extreme to the other.
The reason for their relegation two years ago lay in the fact that season they drew 13 games compared to five this season. They still have defensive issues obviously but they’re working on them, Söyüncü is a large part of the reason they’ve improved so much. The handsome Turk has the intelligence to match those good looks and is something of a monster tackler. There’s one question which requires no thought at least, he is without a doubt my favourite player this season. Not just my favourite new player but my favourite overall. There’s nothing complicated about that at least. I just wish he could have played today, not least so Schwolow would have someone to celebrate with, a little something like this: